bottle is over so I am back, make sure you read “The one thing nobody told me about I” before you read this one.

The Fear. Nobody told me about that. Before having Matilda I have been worried about things, I wasn’t even really able to watch scary movies, I got scared, I will admit to that. Now, you can throw at me the worst movie you can think of and I won’t even flinch. If you are asking yourself why, then you don’t have kids. Having kids means living in constant subtle fear. No other being is able to scare me the way they can, nobody before can reach where they do. A whole new level. Is like when I found out that by training for a marathon I will consider running 4 miles a warm up. Yes is like when you finished the marathon and you feel like you can take another step and then some one tells you they are going to do a 60 miles run next week, that this was just a warm up for them. Is like that, any fear you had before was a warm up.

Matilda has a dirty diaper, brb