The Fear. Nobody told me about that. Before having Matilda I have been worried about things, I wasn’t even really able to watch scary movies, I got scared, I will admit to that. Now, you can throw at me the worst movie you can think of and I won’t even flinch. If you are asking yourself why, then you don’t have kids. Having kids means living in constant subtle fear. No other being is able to scare me the way they can, nobody before can reach where they do. A whole new level. Is like when I found out that by training for a marathon I will consider running 4 miles a warm up. Yes is like when you finished the marathon and you feel like you can take another step and then some one tells you they are going to do a 60 miles run next week, that this was just a warm up for them. Is like that, any fear you had before was a warm up.

Matilda has a dirty diaper, brb

In Spain they say “Cuando seas padre comeras huevos, translate to when you become a dad you will get to eat eggs” ; i didn’t say it made any sense. They told me about the sleepless nights, about the diapers, about the love and the kisses, they told me about not having a life and pretty much about everything that I have experience since Matilda was born a little over 2 years ago.

What nobody told me about is about the fear. If you have kids you are a dad you know what I am talking about.

more details after giving a bottle to Mateo

” Cuatro esquinitas tiene mi cama, cuatro angelitos que me la guardan, uno me da leche otro me da lana y otro mantequilla para toda la semana”

Lorca no te levantes que ya esta aquí Pablo!!!

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